Chrissy Teigen reveals shock alcohol -3 years after sober: ‘I don’t know what I am doing’

Chrissy Teigen revealed that she fell off the car and started drinking for more than four years After initially became sober.

She announced her decision to stop alcohol In December 2020, after ‘My Doctor and Friend’ sent her a book about austerity last month as a birthday present.

“I had finished making an A ** of myself for people (I am still ashamed), tired of drinking the day and the feeling as S *** at 6, unable to sleep,” she said.

Her decision to stop drinking came in the immediate aftermath of her cyberbully scandal, in which she was accused of the then Courtney Stodden about private message to commit suicide.

Now, however, she has revealed that she fell back in alcohol, frankly confess: “The truth is that I don’t know what I do.”

The 39-year-old woman of John Legend Developed publicly with promoting her upcoming podcast episode that Holly Whitaker interviewed, the author of the book stopped as a woman who helped in the first place to dry out.

Chrissy Teigen revealed that she fell off the car and started drinking again, more than four years after she initially became sober; Shown in 2020

‘Holly Whitaker changed my life, changed my perspective and changed how I the F *** ING beast that is alcohol. But to admit to you all: I left it back in my life. To disappoint many of you, oh I feel it deep, “wrote Chrissy.

‘I was so proud every time one of you told me on the street that Holly and I made sure you wanted to reconsider drinking drinks, reformulating drinking. I’m still. The truth is that I don’t know what I am doing, “admitted the influencer who has four children with Jonn.

‘I know one hundred percent that I like. I know one hundred percent that I get more done, I definitely feel better in my body without. And I am one hundred percent pissed off that I cannot be normal and have a cocktail with my husband on Vacay without it turning 8 and feeling like S ***. ‘

Chrissy stated that she was’ tired of surrendering on Tuesday ‘and no longer wants’ the feeling that I have a chance to talk to a crowd. I hate that the thought of drinking something can consume for a few days. ‘

She acknowledged her more than 40 million followers: ‘So your rational mind is probably as’ okay then, bitch! “And God, I agree! I only know that my relationship with the entire process of austerity (and the ruining) has changed for the better. I am deeply aware of where this can go if I leave it. ‘

She leaves fans in her current thinking process and explained that her ‘plan is now to remain aware of’ her austerity.

‘I can go to a concert sober and have the best time ever. I can avoid absinthe at the Ren Faire and Zo ABBBBBSoluting being full of joy. Photos of my child’s birthday parties I am no longer with flowering, sleepy drinking eyes. And I am proud of that. ‘

She allowed her: ‘But I still know that my relationship with alcohol is simply not normal and that will never be. Thank you for having it opened openly for all of you. Anyway. This is for all people who sort it out. And for the sober community, God, I am still so proud of you. Until we meet again. ‘

Chrissy promotes her upcoming podcast episode that interviews Holly Whitaker, the author of the book stopped as a woman who helped to dry out in the first place

She announced her decision to stop alcohol in December 2020, after ‘my doctor and friend’ sent her a book about austerity as a birthday present last month; Shown 2017

Chrissy has four children with her pop star, John Legend, with whom she is depicted when attending the fourth annual Golden Gala this month

Chrissy came to the decision to state the drink in December 2020, and announced the move on New Year’s Eve and The following year starts her sobriety.

After ‘experiencing a few (wine) hiccups on the road’, she told fans in July 2022 that she ‘finally’ had succeeded in completing a sober year sober.

“I sometimes miss it to feel crazy and carefree, but to be honest by the end, it didn’t give anymore,” Chrissy shared.

She explained that she ‘drank to put an end to crazy fear that later usually left when I – get this – stop drinking! Sigh. Anyway, I feel really good. ‘

Chrissy admitted that “sometimes it really gets frustrated on days when I should remember much better than I because of alcohol.”

An example of this was when she drank ‘café patron and fell asleep while an outback steakhouse -chef me (my friends) taught how I could make a Bloomin at my home. I wish I was awake for that. I wish I really remembered a prize show. ‘

The model shared: ‘There are photos from huge moments in life where my eyes just look … disappeared. Some come from real work recordings, some only beach days with the family. ‘

She added: ‘Although I still honestly still don’t know if I will never drink anything again, I know that I will never want to be like that again. And for now nobody is the best. I let the bad dreams come up and try to find them out in therapy, without drinks. Praying for a thriving onion again, @Outback? ‘