I paid a psychological £ 130 to try to communicate with my deceased mother … This is what happened

I don’t know what I expected … but to be cried and full of regret about how much I had paid, it wasn’t.

A few weeks earlier I decided to make an appointment to have a one -hour tarot card read with a woman who describes herself as a psychological and medium.

A friend had tried it recently and said how uttering it was, and a year earlier I had looked at a woman Tap Discuss her ‘creepy accurate’ lecture.

It just happened that they both went to the same place London – I took it like a sign.

About 40 minutes before my appointment, the psychological – which I will call Harriet – calls me to apologize that she is too late because there is a problem with the tubes.

Cue my friends ‘She saw that not upcoming’ text …

Unfortunately, another reason why I wanted to give this was Michael Mcintyre.

In his autobiography, the comedian tells how on a whim when 19-19-year-old mother starts reading a tarot card with a psychological who tells her that she is pregnant, it will be a son and he will be ‘word-famous’.

When we finally start, Harriet tells me how honored she is to give me my first reading. Soft music plays in the background and the room is full of crystals.

“The Spirit brings me the right person at the right time.”

Harriet assures me that she will not deliver ‘scary’ or ominous news, but that ‘every message that comes through is what you have to hear’, although ‘sometimes not what you want to hear’.

“I see you looking out of a bus window, melancholy,” she starts.

Harriet did not joke that it is not always what you want to hear.

‘Most people come in when they are at a crossroads in their lives. But you feel that you have it. You have an underlying feeling of what is going to change and what comes in. We need some reassurance. ‘

Harriet starts with my career.

“I just get changes,” she says. “But sometimes not the way you want – and not in a good way.”

Wait a minute, Harriet. I thought you were not meant to deliver bad news …

“There is a feeling of” I have to change “. Maybe relocation. ‘

Hmm, I think, I am quite happy in London and I don’t feel like moving from my beautiful flat. So where did she have in mind? A house in the countryside? A villa in the sunny climates of Portugal?

“Manchester,” Harriet indicates that her spirit guide tells her.

Oh. I never thought about that part of the country twice. I am originally from the south, so Manchester seems like a pretty crash choice, but you never know in the distant future …

‘Two months. At the end of August, “Harriet confirms.

Cikey. I am locked up in a contract on my flat until next year, so that can be problematic.

“You are about to jump on that train,” she continues.

Please note, I have upgraded from a bus.

“I feel it’s the same field, the same kind of work, but it’s just wider. More a place where you can reach the top, that you can spread and develop your wings. ‘

Ok, well, this sounds promising.

“It feels like you have a bit of a coach around you,” Harriet continues while she “covers with my energy and her team of spirits.”

“This spirit pushes you and gives you all these wonderful words:” That’s the name of the game, “” We’re going for it. ” It feels like they’ve been with you for a while. It feels like a female spirit around you. Do you feel that way. ‘

Uh .. no not me.

‘Sometimes you may get a message that this is not the right time and that you have to wait six months or so. But opportunities come earlier instead of later. ‘

So what are the spiritual guides who tell Harriet that my next career movement could be?

“I see scripts behind the scenes,” she says.

‘Have you ever worked in the theatrical arts? I see theater and dialogue. It feels like it’s something unexpected. And colorful I see a lot of color around what you write. Explosions of colors around it. ‘

I remain surprised, I have never worked in the theater and it has never appealed to me.

‘I also get the message to keep some mystery and confidentiality about what you do. You have some really good ideas that are not completely ready to be revealed. ‘

I have to work so well to keep some mystery, I leave myself in the dark.

“I get your mother,” says Harriet then. A lump forms in my throat.

“It feels like you have support there.”

Perhaps it might be time for another reason to see that I understood for the paranormal, was because of my mother.

She died of cancer last year and I have since been hidden without her and desperate to feel close to her again in one way or another.

“They stable you,” says Harriet.

‘Feels like a steady relationship. You can trust her. And that will stabilize.

“She feels that she can be an ally through this process. If nothing else really gives you some encouragement. But she will also catch you if you fall is what I hear. You don’t have much to lose by taking a leap of trust here. She has your back. ‘

At this point I feel both emotional and uncomfortable. My mother was all those things, but I can’t bring myself to say something Harriet.

But then it gets worse …

“I see your mother again,” she says.

‘Have you ever traveled with your mother? Maybe it would be a good time for you two to do something fun together, even if it is a long weekend. Because when you are in the vicinity of your mother’s energy, this changes your reality. ‘

Ah the real kick in the teeth. I am too polite to say something.

Could it get worse?

Yes.

Harriet brings out the death card … Probably it does not represent death, but the end of something, it follows the wedding card. Reassuring.

The map that people show at the back also appears, plus the one who shows a man who is hardly able to walk and ‘outside the cold’ outside ‘.

I make a mental memorandum to again my friend quiz who found her ‘uplifting’.

It urges me how foolish I was to think that my mother would send a message to me through any woman in a rented room in London, or how she could actually predict my future.

I send my brother into tears that feel stupid.

He quickly brings me to earth.

“How much did you pay for that b *******?,” He replies.

“Everything she said is a complete chance and gambling. It means nothing. ‘

He’s right.

Sigh, what a waste of £ 130 – but a learned lesson*.

*Unless I work in a theater in Manchester in August after being with my mother who returned from the dead …