Ryan Libbey becomes emotional as he reveals that he felt resentment towards his fiancé Louise Thompson after the birth of their son Leo

Ryan Libbey has revealed that he unintentionally resentment against his partner Louise Thompson after the birth of their son Leo.

Louise, 35, almost died when she welcomed Leo-Hunter in 2021 after a caesarean section in which she lost ’12 and half a liter of blood. ‘

She continued to suffer from PTSD and postnatal fear because of her near-death experience and has since been diagnosed with Lupus, Ashherman’s syndrome, a second bleeding and also had a stoma bag.

Talk about the last episode of Giovanna Fletcher‘S Happy Mum Happy Baby Podcast On Tuesday, Ryan, 34, discussed the aftermath and how it influenced him.

Giovanna started: “You didn’t have Louise the mother you thought she would be because of everything she went through.”

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Ryan Libbey has revealed that he had unwanted resentment towards his partner Louise Thompson after the birth of their son Leo

Louise, 34, almost died when she welcomed Leo-Hunter in 2021 after a caesarean section in which she lost ’12 and half a liter of blood ‘

Ryan explained: ‘It was 10 or 11 months in it and I let my family say that I was not in order. I had sunk in a state of depression without even knowing it.

“My days were incredibly long and I had sunk in a state of survival. When Louise was at home, there was a lot of activity going on with her health.

‘We had a crisis management team that regularly came to say the bone was a suicide watch because she was checked out so mentally.

“I couldn’t really understand. She had lost the fight. I could not understand that we were in a place of her want to end and that she did not care about the baby in the room.

“I felt very helpless that I couldn’t repair the situation. I had to remove myself because I was full of resentment towards the whole thing.

‘Then I jumped in a taxi and just went to the airport and chose a flight. I ended up in Budapest and I didn’t do what I needed, so I jumped on a flight to Barcelona and just put my feet in the sand.

“That was when I decided to contact us and go to the therapy for the first time. I never let medical people intervene and say that I might need something.

“It didn’t feel good and I couldn’t shake the feeling that I might have been a bit of a coward by doing that.”

Speaking about the last episode of Giovanna Fletcher’s Happy Mum Happy Baby Podcast on Tuesday, Ryan discussed the aftermath and how it struck him

He said: “I felt very helpless that I couldn’t repair the situation. I had to remove myself because I was full of resentment for the whole thing ‘

It comes after Ryan had admitted that he is struggling with being a ‘modern father’ who earns less than his fiancé, Louise.

The Made in Chelsea Alum also revealed his fears in a day that became a father who was staying at home while the work dries up.

The former TV star, who also works as a personal trainer, expressed his worries about the latest episode of the podcast of the couple, He said, she said.

“I am in the weeds and I don’t feel particularly grateful for who I am or what I do,” he explained. ‘There are days that it is, I really don’t get this right. It does not move and it does not continue with how I would like it.

“It has been a very quiet start until 2025 at work Front for Ryan – and it panics me.”

Ryan, who lives in London with Louise and their son, Leo, claimed that part of the problem is not knowing what career choices they should make.

It comes after Ryan had admitted that he is struggling with a ‘modern father’ who earns less than his fiancée, Louise (shown together in December)

The Made in Chelsea Aluin also unveiled his fears in a day a father-staying father for their son Leo, three (photo) while the work dries up

He currently describes himself as a digital marketer and podcaster who ‘works with brands’.

Speaking with Louise, he added: ‘I am not struggling with the fact that you are the breadwinner – I think it is great and I will support you – but if I can be just as relaxed about that situation … I am a somewhat modern father … I think that’s the bracket I fall in.

‘There have been in the last few weeks in which I am, I might just be able to fold! I may just be the father who is staying at home and I can just cook it and do the food and the man who pretends he can do all day and weigh things.

‘Because Louise actually earns more than I will ever do, and she is pretty damn good in the entire business side of things, so why don’t I let her do that and I will do the other things.

“But then I think, I also have a lot to offer. I only have to find out how to press Go. ‘